It’s almost funny to me. Like.. So me saying no to you is reason enough to be harassed all evening. Wow.
And he basically said in that last text that if I would have said yes to hang out with him, then he would’ve left the issue alone. But yknow, since he didn’t get his way then that means he can be a complete jerkoff.

Posted on Jul 23

I told him I couldn’t hang out because I had to work (which was the truth) and he proceeded to push me to “let him help me” through my depression which resulted in a heated discussion and him being a fucking baby. I barely fucking know this guy and he’s acting like we’ve been dating. The fuck out my face with your “hero” complex. I don’t need help from you, especially when I know all you’re trying to do is fuck. BYE.

NYPD comments on message board regarding Eric Garner's death



"A more accurate headline would be "Non Compliant Fat Bastard Gets Just Due In Resisting Law Enforcement Officers""

I guess it’s the best thing for his tribe. He probably never worked a legit job. They city will pay off the family and they will be in…

The hate that people have in their hearts is disgusting man.

Posted on Jul 23
Posted on Jul 23

I get so fucking frustrated when people who don’t know a damn thing about me assume they know what I’m about.
For instance, my coworker goes, “I feel like you flake out on plans a lot. Like you don’t ever go through with anything.”
Well for starters, I’ve only told you of one instance where I didn’t go through with a plan (and that my anxiety was bad that particular night). So the fact that she even said that pissed me off. She always makes these assumptions about me when she has noo idea that I’ve had depression for 8 goddamn years and I’ve struggled with anxiety for just as long.

Not having medication while I was out in Chicago for college is part of the reason why I couldn’t stay/go back this past year. Not having my medication has made things extremely difficult for me the past two years and I’m doing the best I can without it.
I’m aware that all the passion I had for Dancing is gone.
I’m aware that any and all inspiration I had for the arts is gone.
I’ve tried getting better and I’ve tried finding inspiration to dance and choreograph and do everything I wanted to do before, but I can’t.
So when people criticize me and even call me names because I can’t do certain things really hurts and I have to act like it doesn’t bother me because I don’t want to have to explain to everyone about my depression and anxiety and all the breakdowns and anxiety attacks I have when doing simple fucking tasks.

Why are people such assholes, like we’re all entirely different and struggle with different things. 80% of people I talk to don’t have a clue what I struggle with, so when they act as if they know so much about me, it’s like fall the fuck back.

I started drinking at 9 this morning and eventually passed out and didn’t wake up for a few hours. Had some weird fucking dreams.
but I’d rather be sleeping still with my fucked up dreams than to go on with the day.

Posted on Jul 22


The damn truth.

Posted on Jul 22

I have some mutual follows with such stupid people I can’t stand it

Posted on Jul 22
Introverts don’t get lonely if they don’t socialize with a lot of people, but we do get lonely if we don’t have intimate interactions on a regular basis.
- I have never related to a quote more in my life than I do this one right here, right now. BAM.  (via kbfoto)
Posted on Jul 22
It would be a devastating thing to break someones heart so badly, that they would give up on love. It is a far greater thing to leave someone with the hope of love than with the loss of love. To leave them better than how you found them; is to love them better altogether.
- Things that my Heart Whispers (T.B. LaBerge)
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I’m so upset, angry and just completely disgusted about this story!

Matthew Durham, 19, allegedly confessed to sexually assaulting several children at an orphanage in Kenya, police said. (Credit: KFOR)

An Edmond teenager faces a possible life in prison sentence after authorities say they learned about shocking crimes he allegedly committed on an African mission trip.

The suspect was volunteering at a Kenyan children’s home when he allegedly raped and molested a number of young children.

According to court records, 19-year-old Matthew Durham confessed to raping several young girls, forcing some boys to perform oral sex on him and even making other kids watch.

“This is a young man in our community that made choices to exploit children in an orphanage,” said United States Attorney Sanford Coats. “It’s a true tragedy all the way around.”

The 19-year-old suspect traveled overseas with a group called Upendo.

Upendo is an organization that assists neglected Kenyan kids by providing food, housing, clothes and religion.

While Durham volunteered to travel overseas several times over the last two years, on his last visit, the criminal complaint alleges, “Durham requested to stay at the children’s home in an ‘overflow bunk’ rather than at an offsite facility.”

During that visit, several alleged victims claimed Durham “often touched them in a sexual manner or told them to touch themselves while he watched.”

Once confronted, Durham allegedly came clean.

“A caretaker at the orphanage noticed something wasn’t right and confronted Mr. Durham. He admitted to some of the acts,” said Coats.

The affidavit continues, “The victims are believed to be both boys and girls between the ages of four and nine, at least one of whom is HIV positive.”

Prosecutors say while the alleged sex crimes were committed overseas, Durham can be held accountable for the crimes in Oklahoma.

Durham is being held without bond.

This sick fuck. These people are fucking gross.

What. The. Fuck.